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My computer was dead a few days ago, and I had to reset the computer all over again.   And what's worst is I couldn't find the scan installer disk!!  It's gonna get ugly~ One of my friends said that my computer is gonna die because it's getting old...  = = I don't have the kind of money for a new computer!! And another thing is that I can't believe that I have no idea for anythinig new!!  out of ideas! I couldn't draw anything!! It's a new year!!  How can I be out of ideas!! I'm just gonna go die~~

every day when I woke up, I always ask myself: "why the bloody hell am I NOT updating and DRAWING anything?"  I got a lot of spare times but I always ended up doing school works that's not that important~ GOD!  I HATE MYSELF!!  WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!! OK~ If I'm not updating anything by next sunday, I'm gonna.... (thinking...)  I'm gonna tell everyone that I'm...  gonna... all well... I don't know... just hope I'll update something...

You guys probably being wondering why I was not dating any art(or not...) I just have to say that I'm in Singapore as a exchange student!!! everything here in Singapore are amazing!  Clean and wonderful enviorment, beautiful school, nice people, huge library(!) with a lot of english books, and the feeling of freedom and happiness... The school in Singapore are way different than the one I go to in Taiwan~ Although they don't have so many breaks and have a lot of stress, the feeling of freedom is actually more obvious than Taiwan~~ I not just saying this because it sounds nice and polite, I'm saying this so that I hope my school can learn